When Lost: My Tiny Step Forward
Jul 05, 2023
Even those of us who've journeyed far in personal growth and understanding can stumble, can lose our bearings.
Today, I’m not coming to you as a coach or an expert, but as someone who’s in the same boat, someone who recently found herself a bit lost.
Just the other day, I woke up with a heavy feeling. This big vision of mine, that usually lights a spark in me, felt more like a great stone, anchoring me down in a whirlpool of confusion.
I had a clear image of where I wanted to be, but how to set off was a complete mystery. It was as if I was staring at a map without any roads.
Despite this unsettling feeling, I stuck to my morning ritual. I rolled out of bed, put the kettle on, journal in hand, and took my usual spot on my peaceful veranda.
As the soft morning light fell around me, I paused and turned my mind towards gratitude.
Reflecting on a recent invigorating mountain trip, I found solace in the calm moments of solitude on my veranda.
Then, in the midst of this quiet, a phrase from Michael A. Singer’s ‘The Surrender Experiment’ bobbed up in my thoughts: the idea of surrendering to the ebb and flow of life. Taking a cue from this, I felt an urge to go for a walk.
With each step, I murmured to myself, “Just let go, Rita.”
As I surrendered, the weight on my chest seemed to lighten.
In this eased state, I asked myself, “What’s the smallest step I could take right now, to edge closer to my vision?” And then it hit me - I could share my experience with you.
By choosing to surrender and take this tiny step forward, I started to regain my footing.
The magic of this moment? A gentle uplift in my spirit, a glimmer of direction, and a spark of excitement flickering back to life. Trust me, it’s all about how you feel.
Like anyone else, I have moments when I lose my way, despite all the wisdom and experiences I’ve accumulated. But even in those times, the solution is to stay present, to surrender, and to take a tiny step forward.
By doing so, we gain a glimmer of clarity and a dash of confidence.
So here I am, sharing this with you. What will your small step be today?
Love
Rita
